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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Starting New Blog <33 Don`t Come Here Anymore xO.
Don`t Come Here Anymore! I Made A New Blog Because I Was Getting Sick Of This One. My New Name is xPerfectWastex. So I Guess The Link Is http://xperfectwastex.blogdrive.com. It Should Be Up Soon So Stop By And Tag Me There =D
Everyone Who Visted Me Here Thanks! And Be Sure To Comment Me On My New Bloggg <33
Posted at 03:35 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
[to] tell [the] truth [right] now [i`m] getting [away] with [murder]
Hey! Wow I haven`t written in forever. I got back Sunday but I just decided to write now. I`m sick! Again. I`m getting better, but I went home early. Vacation was okay. Nothing exciting. I only got to go to the pool twice. Thats why I`m not very tan. So many hott guys. Ahaha. Wish I could`ve stayed forever. It seems like I haven`t been to school in forever. I have so much work to catch up on. Blah. Hmmm. Sometimes I don`t wanna move but then sometimes I do. I mean I don`t really have anything here do I? Why should I stay. It would be nice to go to a new school and meet new people. I mean I <3 everyone here, but sometimes a change would be nice. But I know I can`t keep going from school to school until I find one I like. So I don`t know. It wouldn`t be for a while anyway.
Grr. I gotta finish my LA essay and my SS project. I`m downloading Animation Shop so I can hopefully make awesome icons. I tried downloading Paint Shop Pro 9 but I have no idea what happened. I gotta get that code and send it so I`m gonna go. I got more to say but oh well.
x33. Love Me.
Posted at 02:33 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
[and] it`s [alright] to [pretend] that [we] still [talk] it`s [just] for [show] isn`t [it] it`s [my] fault [that] it [fell] apart
Wheee. Vacation tomorrow =D I`m gonna miss everyone hardcore. Aha. Tenique I will call you on your birthday! So I wont have any new posts for a week or sooo. Leave me a message or tag me so I have something to come back tew =) My mom needs to go die...
OxOx.<3
Posted at 03:34 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Monday, April 11, 2005
[it] wont [be] long [we`ll] meet [again] my [love] for [you] is [ever] lasting
Boo. Aha. Hey. Ok. Monday whoo hoo. Today was uh exciting. Yippie. We had an assembly on french bread pizza. That was stimulating. I`m not into bondage sex thank you very much. Or am I ... o.O No. Wait. I`ll show you! NO MARYANNE! You friggen` pervert that`s NOT what I ment. At least Brandi understands me. That kid and his bondage outfit. That was hawttttt. Ahaha. But theres a difference. Ok. Pierod.
Wow...thats a lot of sexy people on myspace. I think it`s funny how you can like be looking at your friends and like 10 mins later be looking at someones who lives in like Texas. I don`t know I`m weird.
This purple dot on my hand is bothering me...
Gotta finish this seminar...thing. Tenique I`m calling you for answers :)
OxOx <33 Luv You =D
Posted at 02:01 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
[so] far [so] good [because] no [one] knows [i`m] faking
Hey...I went battery shopping today. Yes batteries. Boo. Hm..I don`t know my life is filled with nothing. Yesterday I complimented this kid on his shirt and he was like Thanks. But not like a thankful that was nice kinda thanks, but a what the freak I`m rude kinda thanks. Ass...see if I give him anymore compliments...and um Sean Brennan is amazing.
...tied to a bed, handcuffs, candle wax and thigh length boots...
Puppies rule.
Bitch.
Posted at 04:22 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Friday, April 08, 2005
Would Anyone [ r e a l l y ] Nice Wanna Click On This And Tell Me If My Darkplayer Works? <3
If you clicked could you tell me in comment? Please? I don`t have sound and I wanna make sure it sounds Okay. Ox. Luv Ya
Posted at 03:50 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Thursday, April 07, 2005
[i] can`t [think] of [a] song [but] click [here] i [just] took [a] survey
B A S I C S
(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(3) Single?: Yeah
(4) Want to be?: Not Really..
(5) Your birth day: Feb 24 1990
(6) Age you act: Depends On My Mood
(7) Age you wish you were: 16
(8) Your height: 4`10-ish
(9) The color of your eyes: Dark Dark Brown
(10) Happy with it?: I Suppose
(11) The color of your hair: Dark Brown Almost Black
(12) Happy with it?: No I Hate It
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right
(14) Your living arrangement?: Parents
(27) Your family: Mom *&* Dad
(29) What's your job?: Student
(30) Piercings?: Not yet
(31) Tattoos?: No
(32) Obsessions?: Alot. I Have OCD.
(35) Do you speak another language?: Uh, I`m taking Spanish?
(36) Have a favorite quote?: I have one...I just can`t think...
(37) Do you have a webpage?: This one?
D e e p T h o u g h t s about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: Not Really, I Don`t Take Many Risks..
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yeah
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Dosen`t Everyone?
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Most Of The Time
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Uh I Bite My Nails. Ahah. I Guess I Have Um, I Just Don`t Notice
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: Don`t Know.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Life Sucks. Ahah. Wait Thats MaryAnne`s. Just Kidding. I <3 Ya.
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Being Alone, Being Unloved, alot of things
(47) Can you sing: Not Really...I like to anyway
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
(49) Are you a loner?: I don`t think so
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Probally Not. Haha.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Not Usually
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I Hate Alot Of Things About Myself...I Don`t Really Fear Them Though
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: I Don`t Know
(55) Have you got a ?: Uh...Depends On What ?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength? I Guess I`m Always Here For People. Thats My Weakness Too. To Much Empathy.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: My Face. Ha.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Love <33
(59) How do you vent?: Music. Writing Poems.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Not At All.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I Regret Alot. It Sucks.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Okay I Guess
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Be Thankful For What You Have
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: Uh...Nothing
(65) And least?: Everything.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: No. And Why Would You Ask Someone That?
(67) Are you confident?: Sometimes
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: I Have No Idea
(69) Do people know how you feel?: No. I Usually Hide Them.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Dunno..
D o Y o u
(71) Smoke?: Nope
(72) Do drugs?: Nope
(73) Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
(74) Pray?: Sometimes
(75) Go to church? No
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Probally
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: No. They always fall off my bed in the morning and I feel bad
(78) Take walks in the rain?: I`d like to
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yupp
(80) Drive?: No
(81) Like to drive fast?: I guess not..
H a v e Y o u E v e r
(82) Liked your voice?: What?
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yes
(84) Been out of the country?: Uh...I went to Canada
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: No?
(86) Burped?: Yes...
(87) Been unfaithful?: No
(88) Been in love?: Yes
(89) Done drugs?: Nope
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Haha No
(92) Had a surgery?: No
(93) Ran away from home?: No
(94) Played strip poker: No
(95) Gotten beaten up?: No
(97) Been picked on?: Yeah, who hasn`t at some point?
(98) Been on stage?: Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: No.
(100) Slept outdoors?: Uh. I slept in MaryAnnes backyard one year. Not by myself. It was a sleepover.
(101) Thought about suicide?: Yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: 24 Hours? I don`t know
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: No
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? No..
(107) Slept all day?: No
(108) Killed someone?: No, but I often feel like it
(109) Made out with a stranger?: No
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: No.
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: Yess
(112) Kissed the same sex?: No
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: No. (I`m not BI! Haha)
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: Yes
(116) Broken the law?: Not that I know
(117) Met a famous person?: No
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No
(146) Stolen anything?: No
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Uh. I had my voice on the furious 5 on The Zone! Ahaha.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: No
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes
(150) Considered religious vocation?: What?
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: No
(152) Bungee jumped?: No, but it sounds like fun
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
C L O T H E S and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Anything
(155) Brand of clothing?: None
(156) Cologne/perfume?: Not Really
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Clothes
(159) Wear hats?: No
(161) Wear make-up?: Yeah
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Any store
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: Alot of shirts
(164) Are you trendy?: Not really
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: Nooo.
B E L I E F S
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Sure
(167) Miracles?: Yes
(168) Astrology?: Yes
(169) Magic?: Yes
(170) God?: Yupp
(171) Satan?: Not really
(172) Santa?: No..
(173) Ghosts?: Yes
(174) Luck?: Yes
(175) Love at first sight?: Yupp
(176) Yin and Yang?: Uh...no?
(177) Witches?: Yeah
(178) Easter bunny?: No
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Not really
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Yes
L O V E and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Not really
(183) Do you remember your first love?: Hm..I guess
(184) Still love him/her?: Maybe
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: Alot of times
(186) What do you find romantic?: Anything thats romanticish
(187) Turn-on?: Hm..wouldn`t you like to know.
(188) Turn-off?: Jerks, Jocks and Asses
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: No
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Bad because I didn`t like them back
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Rather Know Them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I didn`t know it wasn`t acceptable
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Um..no?
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: Sexy`ness
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They`re assholes
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? Uh?
(208) Are you in love?: Hmm..
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: If I had one..
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? Scream BANG ME! No. I don`t know.
W H O W A S THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: Um?
(212) You wanted to kill?: Hahah
(213) That you laughed at?: Everyone
(214) That laughed at you?: My mom?
(215) That turned you on?: Aha. Tenique. Because I`m talking to her right now.
(216) You went shopping with?: Mom
(217) That broke your heart?: Hmph...
(218) To disappoint you?: Many people
(219) To ask you out?: Um..
(220) To make you cry?: Everyone. People suck.
(221) To brighten up your day?: My Friends =D
(222) That you thought about?: ^ ^
(223) You saw a movie with?: I don`t remember
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Been busy..
(225) You talked to through IM?: Tenique
(226) You saw?: My mom
(227) You lost?: No one I can think of
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Me
(230) You wanted to be?: A whore
(231) You told off?: Hm.
(232) You trusted?: People
(233) You turned down?: Um..that kid..
W H E N WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: Today
(235) Laughed?: Today
(236) Cried?: Yesterday
(237) Bought something?: Um..I don`t remember
(238) Danced?: Yesterday
(239) Were sarcastic?: Today
(240) hugged someone?: Today
(241) Talked to an friend?: Today
(242) Watched your fave movie?: A While Ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: Don`t remember
(245) Talked on the phone?: A couple days ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: Today
(247) Watched TV?: Today
(248) Went out?: Where?
(249) Helped someone?: Today
(250) Were mean?: Today
(251) Sang?: Today
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: A Long Time Ago
(253) Said "I love you"?: in person? Today
(254) Missed someone?: All The Time
(255) Fought with a family member?: Everyday. Haha.
(256) Fought with a friend?: Don`t remember
(257) Had a serious conversation?: All the time
(258) Got drunk?: Never
(259) Had sex?: Never
Okay. Yes. I have no life. Why are there only 259 questions? I have no idea...
Posted at 03:21 pm by SuicidalDreams
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[what`s] the [worst] you [take] from [every] heart [you] break
Hiii. Ahah. That picture (down there) is amazing. It`s Ville AND Sean. Together. Two of the sexiest men ever in one room. You don`t get that very often. I <3 Sean Brennan. He is super and sooooooo more oooo`s sexy. I want to bang him forever and ever. OH! And I decided that you can touch me now. So touch me. Hm..not much happened, I had a gay guy teacher in study hall today, thats always fun.
MaryAnne. Hahahaha. That was frickin` funny. Ok so today on the way back from lunch there were these two girls on the floor and we were on the other side of the hall and blind. So the one girl bends over and I guess she was going to tell her something, but it looked like they were making out. And then the girl standing up stood over the other one and it looked like she was stradling her or something else...I don`t know. I guess you had to be there for it to be funny if you`re not laughing your ass off as I am now. Hilarious. Ahah I can`t spell.
Anywhoo...I can`t wait for spring break. I`m gonna get a tan and that makes me happy. I`ll miss everyone =( Watch, ... I`ll probally die before I get back...that would always be funny.
<33 --Luv Ya ... (I`d love you even more if you taged me back)
Posted at 02:21 pm by SuicidalDreams
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[would] you [die] tonight [for] love [baby] join [me] in [death]
Posted at 02:07 pm by SuicidalDreams
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
[i] know [it`s] hurting [you] but [it`s] killing me
Hey. I tried changing the layout but I didn`t like it soOo now I`m stuck with this big font that I hate, but o well...I stayed home from school today. My head friggen hurtsss. I don`t know whats wrong with me =(
Posted at 02:16 pm by SuicidalDreams
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